I really do not understand why the people is not capable of
seeing the truth, realizing about something so obvious that is some time
ridiculous the way they act, but it does not matter how much time do you
observe humanity, how much time do you dedicate to study the way the humans
act, the way they think or the path of reason that they choose, there are some
people that just keep on going and surprise your understanding way beyond the
expected, due to my personality, my way
of being and the education that I received from pop’s, I do firmly believe that
the lack of trust is one of the biggest mistakes that a person can commit to
offend me, to hurt me or to bring me down, even though I do my best to prove
with facts that I am reliable, even if I break myself to give more and more to
the people I do care about, sometimes one of them just runs against what I believe
and provide my person with an overdose of non-trust treatment, going with
disgust against me, letting me know that they do not trust in me anymore,
disregarding all the past actions, due it seems that just one action is necessary
for a lot of people to think that I am the must unreliable person in the
freaking universe, exaggerating? May be, but that’s the way it makes me feel.
So then, sometimes
also happen that after that mistrust attack, they in some way realize that they
fucked it all up, and a bunch of bullshit, that they don’t even let explain, so
they come back trying to apology, and what happen, that they expect for you to
say “hey, no problem dude sometimes shit happens”, but what if, and just what
if I DON’T WANT TO FORGET YOUR INMENSE STUPIDITY , WHAT IF SIMPLY I DON’T WANT
TO STAN THIS BULLCRAP THAT YOU GENERATED DUE TO YOUR LACK OF TRUST AND BRAIN?,
WHAT IF YOU HAD TO REALIZE THAT YOU ACTED LIKE AN ASSHOLE BEFORE ALL OF
THIS?....... but of course, I have to swallow my proud in a painful way and act
like the grown up guy……..
So then, people does not change if they don’t want to, and
they usually do not want to……. So based on this observation, I can say to the people
that inspired me for this today, YOU CAN ALL GO AHEAD AND FUCK YOURSELVES, YOU
DO NOT WANT ME NEAR YOU ANY MORE, SO BE IT ASSHOLES IF YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU DID
LATER ON AS THE TIMES GO BY, DO NOT EXPECT A WARM WELCOME BACK, BUT A KICK IN THE
BALLS.
